Like an animal  Senses fear  Chills up my spine  I know you're here  It's been so long  So what did you expect?  I know where you've been  And I disrespect  I feel sickened  I choke and spit up words  They all mean nothing  It's all absurd  Your body has been used up  Your mind has changed direction  I can't believe I touched you  I can't believe it  Inside I wish it wasn't true  It makes it hard to look at you  Ugly I feel  My body's inside you  Tongue in - tongue out  I can taste him on you  You're naked as a child  Your innocence is gone  Given away for nothing  And I hate what's left  Inside I wish it wasn't true  I makes it hard to look at you  I close my eyes - I close my mind  But it makes nothing go away  Look back in anger  Look back in pain  Look back in disrespect  It's you I can't respect  I look back in anger  And it's so hard to look back  I close my eyes - I close my mind  But it makes nothing go away