I'm the one that messed up so why do I feel so hurt inside   Always running from my problems trying to find a place to hide   And I'm the one always telling you to trust in me and confide   So why was it me sitting alone last night who cried?      I guess my problems weigh us both down   I just can't handle when you're not around   And I'm the one who walked away   When all I wanted was to stay   Now listen to me when I say   I need you in my life today      When I hold you, I don't care about anything else   But I was selfish and now I hate myself   How can I make things right?   When you touch me my mind goes numb   My heart beats crazy like a drum   Can I make this up to you tonight?      I wanna go to that place inside of you where problems don't exsist   The place I haven't been in so long, because things went wrong is now the place I miss      I guess my problems weigh us both down   I just can't handle when you're not around   And I'm the one who walked away   When all I wanted was to stay   Now listen to me when I say   I need you in my life today      I can't continue living this way   I need you, I need you today   I want to go back to the way things were   When everything else was just a blur   Erase the anger from the past   I'll try my hardest to make things last   But this is who I am      So if you leave me   I won't be angry   I would understand   But I'll miss you   The times I kissed you   And the times I held your hand      I screwed up now everythings wrong   Please just tell me this won't last long   Let's rise above this and come out strong      I guess my problems weigh us both down   I just can't handle when you're not around   And I'm the one who walked away   When all I wanted was to stay   Now listen to me when I say   I need you in my life today