Rotting away my mind   I feel just fine   Thanks for your concern   But sooner or later you'll learn      It takes away anger   It takes away pain   It takes away everything   So I cut myself again   Watch me bleed watch you cry   This disease feeds   On you and I      Burning a hole   Can't find an answer   Eating me whole   Infectuous cancer   My life's a mess   I'm crazy and stressed   And there is no way to get a grip   Everythings wrong   Soon I'll be gone   Just when you get a hold on life your fingers start to slip      It takes away anger   It takes away pain   It takes away everything   So I cut myself again   Watch me bleed watch you cry   This disease feeds   On you and I      In my mind    Everything is all right   But inside   All I do is fight   Fight with my inside   No way out   A part of me has already died   Can you hear my shouts      What is wrong with my brain   That makes me act this way   Slowly going insane   Cutting my veins watching the blood spray   What is wrong with my brain   That makes me act this way   Slowly going insane   Cutting my veins watching the blood spray   What is wrong with my brain   That makes me act this way   Slowly going insane   Cutting my veins watching the blood spray      I'M GOING CRAZY!!!! ITS NOT FUNNY!!!!   ALONE, RAPED, BEATEN, SCARS LEAVE ME BLOODY!!!!   YOU LAUGH BITCH   YOU ALWAYS LAUGH   SHUT UP, SHUT YOUR FUCKIN FACE   BEFORE I CHOKE YOU WITH MY SHOE LACE   DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL   NOTHING IS REAL   NOTHING IS REAL   STOP PISSING ME OFF   LEAVE....STAY FAR AWAY   LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE   GIMME SOME SPACE TO BREATHE