Why is it I feel alone   When everything's going my way   Why can't I just take control   Of my life, of my own destiny   Why does the weather reflect the mood that I'm in   I look out my window and it's still raining      Storms pass by but mine seem to stay   Coming full force, no time to delay   Tossing my emotions, messing with my brain   Smashing my soul like a hurricane   No place to run, no place to hide   Can't find the sun, blue skies have died      Thunder and lighting   Hail and rain   The sky opens up   I feel nothing but pain   Living a life that seems so meaningless   Angry, sad, confused, depressed      Problems come and problems go   But mine cycle forever like a tornado   Sucking in what's left and spitting it out   Leaving me dazed, leaving me in doubt   Try to find a reason why all my pain   Won't subdue and go down the storm drain      Bad weather holds me in a tight embrace   I try to get away but a snowstorm freezes me in place   Lightning starts a fire, and strikes in my heart   Breaking the pieces remaining apart   Burning the tree that once was my body   Shattering the human who once was me      Thunder and lighting   Hail and rain   The sky opens up   I feel nothing but pain   Living a life that seems so meaningless   Angry, sad, confused, depressed      Bad weather follows me around   No way to escape the dark cloud   No way to stop the rain pounding my head   Driving me crazy until I am dead   Maybe death is where I want to be   To get away from this world, to get away from me      Everything happens for a reason   ( I don't believe it)   The weather will change with the season   ( I don't believe it)      Things will be ok in time   Your sky will clear and so will mine   Everything will soon be fine      Everything happens for a reason   ( I don't believe it)   The weather will change with the season   ( I don't believe it)      This is just a phase of life   I don't believe it   I don't believe it!