strange   thought i knew you well   thought i had read the sky   thought i had read a change   in your eyes to strange   woke up to a world   that i am not a part   except when i can play   it's stranger   after all what were you really looking for   and i wonder when will i learn   blue isn't red everybody knows this    and i wonder when will i learn   when will i learn   guess i was in   deeper than i thought i was   if i have enough love   for the both of us    "just stay"   you said "we'll build a nest"   so i left my life  tried on your friends   tried on your opinions.   so when the bridges froze   and you did not come home   i put our snowflake   under a microscope   after all what was i really looking for   and i wonder when will i learn   maybe my wish knew better than i did   and i wonder so strange now   i'm finally in   the party has begun   it's not like i can't feel you still   but strange what i will leave behind   you call me one more time   but now i must be leaving