Never thought I'd be in this place  It's someone else's life I'm living  Wish I were living a lie  The hardest part is when the bough breaks  Falling down and then forgiving  You didn't even kiss me goodbye  I'm choking on the words I didn't get to say  I pray I get the chance one day    Chorus:  I still run   I still swing open the door  I still think you'll be there like before  Doesn't everybody out there know to never come round  Somethings a heart won't listen to  I'm still holding out for you    I can see ya smile in the dark  I can even feel you breathing   When daylight chases the ghost  I see your coat and I fall apart  To those hints of you I'm clinging  Now's when I need them most  I should get up   Dry my eyes and move ahead   At least that's what he would have said    Chorus    Faithfully I trace your name while you sleep  It's the only true comfort I feel    I still run  I still swing open the door  I still think you'll be there like before    Chorus    Holding out for you