Waiting in my room  I'm lying on the bed  Cause outside is just too cold  I turn the radio loud  So I can fall asleep  But it's all I've come to know    And I try to keep up for you    Push me and you  Shoved like you always do  But nothing's ever the same  But how can I explain  The damage you have done  When all that's left is pain    So I tried to stay awake  And so I would try to stay awake  And so I learned...    Waiting in my room  I'm lying on the bed  Cause outside is just too warm  I turn the radio loud  So I can fall asleep  But it's all I've come to know    So I tried to stay awake  And so I would try to stay awake  And so I learned...    I fucking tried your way   And I don't like what I see  Cause I've been put to the test  And faced all the rest  And useless is all I'll be  I tried your way  And I don't like what I see  And now I'm bored    I'm Waiting in my room  I'm lying on the floor  Cause outside I just don't know  I turned the radio loud  So I can hear me think  But it's all I've come to know    And so I tried to stay awake  And so I would try to stay awake  And so I learned...    I fucking tried your way   And I don't like what I see  Cause I've been put to the test  And faced all the rest  And useless is all I'll be  I tried your way  And I don't like what I see  And now I'm bored    So I burn a part of me that slowly fades to you,   but how can I plainly see what slowly fades to me     And so I tried to stay awake  And so I would try to stay awake  And so I learned...    I fucking tried your way   And I don't like what I see  Cause I've been put to the test  And faced all the rest  And useless is all I'll be  I tried your way  And I don't like what I see  And now I'm bored