I heard you call my name    but now it's not the same    when i hear your voice half way across the country    locked up in the van    you'll never understand    this hole inside me    I have got responsibilities you have got them too    I'm trying but what am I supposed to do    every time i drift off in your blue eyes thinking    about the angels voice on the phone    I get that sinking feeling I'm never going home    sometimes I let myself get so down I can barely hold my head up to say    I'm alive and well and I'm coming home someday    I'm on the outside looking in at what you said to me    your words soft spoken in dream    another night I saw your face you smiled at me    just an illusion it may seem...   get it out of my head       and so I'm stranded here    and there's so much more to fear but i know it will be over someday    everytime i think about your soft smile dreaming about the girl i needed to see    i feel a bit uneasy    the dark is upon me    sometimes i myself be afraid if the next days going to fall    then i tell myself it's okay   and then looking in at what you said to me    your soft spoken in a dream    another night alone I saw your face    you smiled at me    just an illusion it may seem...   get it out of my head