I mix it up I wash It down now   I guess it's all I ever learned to do when I'm with you      last chance second nature    I see a road that leads right to your door. do I want more?      now I'm hearin everybody talk and then I ask myself    what exactly am I supposed to do?      yes I'm leavin   yes I'm leavin you behind   I'm still believing   what we had was really never mine      lookin back a blank expression   penetrated silence into me   and I'm startin to bleed      what do I need?   who do I talk to?   confidence is long since passed away   but I'm here to say      now I see the people walk by (I watch them pass)   coroded minor notes   playin in the back end of my mind      yes I'm leavin   yes I'm leavin you behind   I'm still believing   what we had was really never mine