Still awake on a winters day   Skies are gray and they're cold   Smoke signals from my last cigarette   Lets me know that it's finally getting old   Everybody hates me for the night before   The man you saw wasn't me   And now there's blood upon the bathroom floor   I've got a disease      Wait a while   All I need is a friend   Come on, stay a while    Won't you please understand   Understand?      I'm fucked up with nothing ahead but the end   I know that I'll never get sober   And I'm fed up with this miserable life after death   I know that I've taken my last breath      Memories of how it used to be   Painted thick on my walls   Cold illusions pumping through my veins   Felt them there but I didn't hear them call   Washed away all my darkest fears   Shoved them down to my soul   I keep them aged like a vintage wine   I'm sure they'll come out when it's ready to go      Wait a while   All I need is a friend   Come on, stay a while    Won't you please understand   Understand?      I'm fucked up with nothing ahead but the end   I know that I'll never get sober   And I'm fed up with this miserable life after death   I know that I've taken      I'm fucked up with nothing ahead but the end   I know that I'll never get sober   And I'm fed up with this miserable life after death   I know that I've taken my last breath      My last breath   My last breath   I've taken...