I've been sittin' here   Tryin' to find myself   I get behind myself   I need to rewind myself      Lookin' for the payback   Listen for the playback   They say that every man   Bleeds just like me      And I feel like number one   Yet I'm last in line   I watch my youngest son   And it helps to pass the time      I take too many pills   It helps to ease the pain   I made a couple o' dollar bills   Still I feel the same      Everybody knows my name   They say it way out loud   A lot of folks fuck with me   It's hard to hang out in crowds      I guess that's the price you pay   To be some big shot like I am   Out stretched hands and one night stands   Still I can't find love      And when your walls come tumblin' down   I will always be around      And when your walls come tumblin' down   I will always be around      People don't know   'Bout the things I say and do   They don't understand   'Bout the shit that I've been through      It's been so long   Since I've been home   I've been gone   I've been gone for way too long      And maybe I forgot   All things I miss   Oh, somehow I know   There's more to life than this      I said it too many times   And I still stand firm   You get what you put in   And people get what they deserve      Still I ain't seen mine   No, I ain't seen mine   I've been givin', just ain't been gettin'   I've been walkin' that there line      So I think I'll keep a walkin'   With my head held high   I'll keep movin' on   And only God knows why      Only God, only God   Only God knows why   Only God knows why, why, why   Only God knows why      Take me to the river, hey   Take me to the river, hey, hey, hey