Expect then delay   And expect the worst to happen   Controlling the outcome   Controls the risk of crashing down   I don't know what's wrong with me   But I know there's something more to me   What do you want, what do you want from me?   I know one thing, no one knows me   I am watching it   I am believing it   And I know that it is over now, over now   I'm sure that when you see how many times they've fallen   The anchor tied to me will keep me down and drowning out   Please, can't you see?   I am sick when all the same old shit    Comes crashing down on me