I... I... I've got a hole right...here....      my eyes are burning through their lids   i can't remember when i've closed them   i think of searing off my lips    so i can't scream your name   i know you see    that i am just a shell of me   how is it so easy    for you to watch me bleed?   this sucking wound    is eating through my chest   i ache for you.    i will linger here at best      i've got a hole right here      i think the sun was out today   i can't remember when i've felt it   i keep waking up    to waste away in this empty room   and i cannot believe    the one that you would reach for in your sleep   is now writhing at your feet    and you just let me bleed   this sucking wound    is eating through my chest   i ache for you    this sucking wound is bleeding me   this sucking wound is bleeding me      I... I...    I... I...    I... I...    I... I...