Hiding here, Hoping this will finally give me peace   Pretty please   Readying, practicing the damage on my cheek      I'm not about to crumble   I'm not about to cave   I'm not about to paint you a picture    So you'll see me      You don't bleed like I do   You don't feel what I do   You don't live in this awful place   You don't know the darkness like I do      With any luck, I've allowed for all the time I'll need   Pretty please   Deep enough, at least as far as I can feel      I'm not about to fumble   I'm not about to fail   I'm not about to scream bloody murder   So you'll Hear Me      You don't know the darkness but I do