Although it's warm outside    I feel cold inside my skin   I really could have used fair warning   Then maybe I'd survive this hell I'm in   This is easy   This is easier      If I could heal myself    Where would I begin?   I really wish I'd had a shoulder   I'd try and climb from this hole I'm in   This is easy   This is easier      Locked in all alone here    Fate is in my fingertips   There isn't anyone that can hold me here   Do you think this is courage?   Does this make me brave?   It's just a consequence of the easiest choice that I've made      This is easy   this is easier for me    Than to pretend that this will ever get easier for me      Do you think this is Selfish?   Does this make me crazed?   It's just a consequence of the easiest choice that I've made      This will never get easy   I don't think so