Another day of big plans but I woke up at 5 PM   With a cocktail of rage, apathy and doubt stirred in my head   I thought of going outside, making plans and seeing friends   Then I watched The Simpsons for an hour and went back to bed      And I know it's my fault that I'm stuck in this rut   All my motivation's leaking through a hole I've given up trying to plug   I'm the not yet buried dead and this basement is my grave   As I blissfully resign to waste away      So I went down to the city, the summer wind was at my back   If it could lift me off the ground into the sky, I would never come back   To this place full of closed-mindedness and fear   As soon as you turn your back I'll disappear      And I can't help reflecting on how it went wrong   Why my default emotion's apathy and all my best friends now are Lifetime songs   I've got nowhere left to go, and too many places to stay   As I blissfully resign to waste away