Bloodshot and bleary these old eyes have seen too much   as the bottles add up i'm losing touch   trying to let go, because it hurts to hold   it isn't getting better, its been bad for so long     shattering bottles to take off the edge   i've fucked up again and my whole life's a wreck   i cant stand this fucking shit life i've created   its off to the corner store to get self medicated     drinking the piss to save money hard up for cash   but i gotta get trashed its the only way   i can stand to face another day, ill fucking throw it away     drinking the swill to save money, hard up for cash   but i gotta get fucked up   cant face my family, no one can stand me, i throw it away     the bottles my only friend when my whole life feels so low   theres only one way to let go   because each little instance it all seems so mocking   ill drink my while like away and no one will stop me     i never sleep anymore, and i'm so lethargic   i cant stop this runaway freight train i've started   and i wouldn't if i could because i hate being sober   i just got fucking started and its already over     the pressure keeps building it never relents   i gotta get wrecked or ill never forget   sometimes it seems like the bottle is my only friend   at the bottom is the salvation thats i'm drowning in   throw it away