I am so close sweating my luck all out   when it comes down to this   it drips down in drops so crawl out.   set it aside cause all this pressure is blurring my sight   a struggle within me that forces me to wrap up myself in shrouds     hard luck will die hard!     searching for the light   for too many times   there may be a truth   that i cant seem to find   so i swallowed down my digust.     i cant ?find my peace.     i am so close sweating my luck all out   this is the sacrifice. the price i pay. time is running out   in every second my head is so close to explode   there is something within me thats driving the luck out of me.     who is left to blame   when all after all its all the same