For 7 years and 7 months   the fear has been asleep   i carried it all deep so inside   like a promise i tried to keep.   for 7 years and 7 months   a sea of pain and disbelief   but to you i must confide     the pain is rising   the fear is swelling   the weight is overwhelming   the soul is disintegrating     do you know who you are   in the end grab all you can   i hear you preaching but i cant   i cant i cant i cant hear a thing     the bones are cracking   the skull is cracking   the skin is ripping   the devil is crawling its way out     speaking tongues