For far too long i have been the bitter one   shame fell on me when all my hope was gone     so i corrode my mind with the hate   that has built up inside for decades     ill walk alone indeed not among   foes but the friends i do not need.     i can see a light before my eyes   what is left for me to sacrifice   give my all     turn away your face from this disgrace   if your blood runs dry   you've left no choice     why should I