The air is cold   I'm getting old and going nowhere   This job is shit, I want to quit   But money is scarce      I'm on my knees begging please   But you don't care   Every day seems the same   Another blank stare      All I want is to breath   To feel like there's a part of me   That still believes   In all my hopes and my dreams   To know that there's a heart that beats   Inside of me again      I hate this town and all the sounds   That drive me crazy   I want to run and buy a gun   But I'm too lazy      I feel so dead I feel so numb   Will nothing faze me   I check my pulse but nothing's there   I think I'm fading      Out to sea   Nothing but waves to surround me   And all I feel   Is pain it's the only thing that is real   And all I need   Is time to reflect on the life I lead   I'm lost at sea   Nothing but ocean to drown me