stand and face it... recreate it...   more stable... see the way   interpret the task... gun to mouth...   never put on the mask   my mental walls seize the fire   promises made... promises left unkept   broke the rule... broke he last straw   hurt once... hurt no more   the world spins so fast   dizzy from the rope swinging   with your neck in it   sank too far deep inside   got to pull out... get out   life is a series of trials... if you fall   you fail... no one cares   behind you... beneath you...   sore from crawling   the need for this aloneness...   closed circle... for all this incompetence   your decisive mind trying to disease   wet your lips... apply the steel tip   imagine... sex... stmulation   relax... tight grip... tight squeeze   orgasmic trgger... twitching finger   ejaculation overload... explode... framed   brain spray   indulge in distrust   enough to cover the ears   everything's cruel right now   to soothe... to isolate   my pain is but a flatline   spiraling down to trouble   your locked down   stone cold emotion   stoned, ripped... twisted   the final thought   perceive this dame   that holds the hurt... lose control   by tribal instinct   exterminate actions of bliss   a minds unfocused... introspection   you've betrayed me once-   i've betrayed me twice   your world is shit-   my world is your device   bitter taste... bitter hate   i can't shake it... i can't break it   i've smiled too many times   to cover-up my discomfort   ...never again... not anymore   the surroundings are blending   meshing together in a spiral   vaccum chamber   of intense artificial thought   tired of agreeing... time to disagree   head laying low... take my breath... hold it