Her mother used to hit her    To an uncontrolled consumption of an absolute solution    Experience with drug abuse    Taking this drug of peace    Slowly taking its toll       Never question, love thru addiction    Collecting this emptiness    Recollect a calm self-centered guess    Every broken promise    To bleed the soul free    Faith is not the answer    A promise that must end       Left her standing to face her own way    Face to face       Thought you could...    Never thought you would...    Fall this steep       Overdose intentional    5 or 6 times    For reasons being to die       Broken out fight    Unable to focus       Late night on knees    Scraping scarred brush burns   A lethal move for ecstasy       Lying curled-up in the corner of the bathroom    Hung over from the night before    A wrong signal for an intertwined love affair    Putting yourself in a disaster over a childish dare    Eyes opening to smooth trail of blood on the floor    Leading to the trash can next to the door    You wanted to be intimate...he wanted to fuck    Skill of prostitution down the drain for one more dose       Indulge in the innocence of each other's addiction    Sitting next to your mate doing drug time    Vintage lust for a lost modern age