unjust response for your ignorance...   intensify my rage   unrest that makes me strong   disrespect underneath   the innocence... magnify my hurt   temperence in pleasure   too drunk to comprehend the guilt...   forget nothing... take it... you need it...   make believe you love me...   pretend it's candy   one more time for the past...   take the risk   have one more lick... one more stick   one more taste of my prick...   just for laughs   i want her seduction of naked ways   stop taking... disappear...   don't take my confidence   i'm muredering the love in my mind   i'm murdering the love in your eyes   deny it... destroy it... unreal feeling   pushing harder... falling deeper   coward decision... envisionment   let me free this... cover your eyes   venting all pain to flow with no strain   a discretion for this excuse   the years spent with child abuse   cold non-emotion overload   highly wound   computer image scapegoat   a rerun painstaking sequence code   turncoat of my closest brother   i speak my mind... my truth...   a respond that's bleak   i hate your fake... love... lust...   the game... your mistake   don't think... don't blink...   lose your head to solve the link   i've tried to ignore this...   the sweet taste of lust on my lips   drastically makes my head twitch...   chemically... mentally...   spent eternity destroying it   restrain to dominate   putting me in my fake mental state...   to be something   it's the disease i have...   my drug... my lonely drug   i could have it... it's in my face   locked down... no escape