ANOTHER MORNING STILL IN BED, SO MANY THOUGHTS RUN THROUGH MY HEAD,   SELF-MOTIVATING NOT TO BE   I STAYED UP LATE THE NIGHT BEFORE, TO CONTIMPLATE AND SELF ABSORB,   THERE IS NO ANSWER I CAN SEE   KNOWING MY LIFE SUCKS TO ME    YESTERDAY I WROTE ANOTHER GOODBYE NOTE   I TOOK A RAZOR AND I TRIED TO CUT MY THROAT   BUT I MISSED A DULL BLADE ONE OF MY FIRST SIGNS   I FOUND A PLASTIC BAG TO WRAP AROUND MY HEAD   IT WAS A LITTLE SMALL I KILLED THE CAT INSTEAD   THAT LITTLE BASTARD'S SUPPOSE TO LIVE ANOTHER 8 MORE TIMES   WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY MIND    PROZAC FOR THE WAY YOU FEEL, MAKES YOUR BODY SO SUREAL   HAVING ONE WITH WINE IS JUST THE TRICK   TOOK A LIGHTER TO A CAN OF RAID, DRINKING DRAIN-O LEMONAIDE   AND ALL IT DID WAS MAKE ME REALLY SICK      BUT I DON'T CARE, MY WHOLE DAMN LIFE SEEMS SO UNFAIR   DO YOU KNOW WHAT MIGHT BE WRONG WITH ME   HERE IN MY OWN HELL, THEY SAY THAT I DON'T LOOK SO WELL   DO YOU KNOW HOW LONELY IT CAN BE   KNOWING MY LIFE SUCKS TO ME      TODAY I'M FEELING DOWN, LIKE MOST OF THE TIME   I CALLED ANOTHER DAM SUICIDE HOT LINE   AND THE GIRL ON THE PHONE DIDN'T REALLY CARE   I SAID I'D END MY LIFE, BUT IT ALWAYS FALLS APART   I COULDN'T GET MY BRAND NEW CAR TO START.   THE DISAPPOINTMENTS MORE THAN I CAN BARE.    OPENED UP THE OVEN DOOR, LAID DOWN ON THE KITCHEN FLOOR   AND ONLY BURNED MY ELBOWS ON THE RACK   JUMPED OUT OF A FLYING PLANE, YOU'D THINK THAT I MIGHT BE INSANE   BUT I FORGOT MY CHUTE WAS ON MY BACK      I TIED A KNOT AND PULLED IT THROUGH, AND BROKE THE CEILING FAN IN TWO   IT ONLY MADE ME DIZZY FOR A BIT   NOW I'M BURRIED UNDERGROUND, AND EVERYONE JUST STANDS AROUND MY   GRAVE STONE WITH THE CAPTION "IDIOT"