Lost in the dark with nothing to hide   Find my lost soul, hold my face to the light   Staring into your starlit eyes   I forget how I lost the time   Sleeping on needles, an everlasting pain   Everytime I watch you walk away   Absence of my thoughts when I'm with you   I ask myself if this life is true   Buying the faults, listening to lies   Now I question if you'll be there when I die      (chorus)   The taste of tears   Only a fear   As they drip to my mouth   And they dry me out - I can taste   Your lips that I once embraced   (end chorus)      Feeling of darkness engulfs me in fear   Residue of myself, sucking up dry tears   The feeling of your arms around me   Brings me to exhausted memories   Tripping when I reach for you   Lost, I swear I thought we flew   Resistance of my love when I'm told no   Sink in my grave with that one final blow   Buying the faults, listening to lies   Now i wish you could be there when I cry      (chorus)      (bridge)   Running for too long   Falling over what is to come   I want to drown in your thoughts   I want to forget the pain we brought   Too weak to raise a fist   We never seemed ready for this   I could never swallow the day   That you walked away   Always crying the tears   When I faded for years   I forgot who I was   Keep asking myself   Is this love or lust?   Please let go - When you know   I've diluted myself out of you   (end bridge)      Holding myself in hopes to have you hear   A test to see if you could swallow my tears   Knowing we got this far   To split apart   To want, to need your spirit blanket me   Something I wish I didn't need   Existence of my pain when my blood goes cold   The truth between us, only makes me fold   Buying the faults, listening to lies   Now all I ask myself is...   Why?      (chorus)