BLIND ME   I'LL NEVER SEE YOU LEAVE...AGAIN   SWALLOW THIS KNIFE   TO CUT UP WHAT'S LEFT INSIDE   BIND ME IN SIN!!!   OPEN SEAMS   I KEEP LEAKING THE LIFE THAT KEPT GIVING   MY EARS - BLEEDING THE WORDS YOU PUT INSIDE ME      BREATHE!!!   NEUROSIS SCREAMS - NO ONE HEARS ME   REACH!!!   A HAND THAT NEVER OPENED   I ASK MYSELF HOW I LET MY SOUL SOFTEN      DON'T TELL ME MY FEELINGS...(2x)      i gouge out my own eyes   just to watch myself...die   i can't be your savior   too many clinging onto my wings   i can't change   just to save me   fall on broken knees   i scream your name in my DrEaMs   IN MY DREAMS   ARE THERE ANY OPEN ARMS FOR ME?      RIGHT WHEN I FEEL LIKE ITS ALREADY MINE   I START TO FALL BEHIND...   CHOKING ON MY OWN LIES   all i want is to DIE!!   breathing under glass   with liquified lungs   my life is drained   as i embrace the dripping remains   of me....   END ME      WHY AM I GIVEN A LIFE TO LIVE THROUGH?   WHEN I HAVE NO LIFE TO PROVE   I CARVE MY NAME   BUT ONLY IN SAND   SO IT WASHES AWAY   FROM THE WAVES   THAT CRASH THRU MY FACE!!!      HERE'S TO YOUR HAPPINESS (3x)   NOW THE GUN POINTS TO YOUR HEAD      my neurosis insecurity   kept feeding your disability   that kills me   but no more   NO MORE      YOU SPIT ON MY HEART   WHEN I DON'T COMPARE TO YOUR PAST   YOU MISS HIM!!!!