PAIN - I COULDN'T ASK FOR MUCH MORE   SO MANY TIMES I'VE PICKED MY FACE OFF THE FLOOR   GOD YOU WOULD THINK I'M A WHORE   BEGGING FOR A LIFE AND NOTHING MORE   I FEEL MY TIME IS NEAR   BUT THESE VEINS COULD USE SOME FUCKING FRESH AIR   STILL I WISH TO SUFFER ONE MORE TIME   AND FRAUDULENTLY LIVE MY LIFE      (chorus)   I always lived the lies   My veins are now sucked dry   So sick of trying   But I can't resist   That burning feeling   (end chorus)      I NEVER THOUGHT   LONELINESS COULD BE SO FRIENDLY   AND FAILURE IS ALL I CAN BELIEVE   GOD YOU THINK I WOULD'VE DIED   I'M JUST ANOTHER WASTE OF LIFE   I USE THIS BLADE TO WIPE MY TEARS   AND IT CUTS AWAY ONE MORE FEAR   STILL I WILL SUFFER ONE MORE TIME   AND FRAUDULENTLY LIVE MY LIFE      (chorus)      THIS ASYLUM IS MINE!!      SO HERE IS WHERE I SIT   BEHIND THESE WALLS   BARRED FROM EXISTENCE   SCARRED FROM PESTILENCE   I'VE GOUGED OUT EVERYTHING   THAT MAKES ME HAPPY   I'VE WELCOMED EVERYTHING   THAT WOULD KILL   MY SLIT WRISTS   MY CLENCHED FISTS   ON MY KNEES   I SCREAM   RED WAS NEVER   PAINTED WITH PAIN...      (chorus)      I FRAUDULENTLY LIVE MY LIES.