I watched the proverbial sunrise   Coming up over the Pacific end   You might think I'm losing my mind   But I will shy away from the specifics      'Cause I don't want you to know where I am   'Cause then you'll see my heart   In the saddest state it's ever been   This is no place to try and live my life      Stop right there   That's exactly where I lost it   See that line   Well I never should have crossed it   Stop right there   Well I never should have said that   It's the very moment that I   Wish that I could take back      I'm sorry for the person I became   I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change   I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again   'Cause who I am hates who I've been   Who I am hates who I've been      I talked to absolutely no one   Couldn't keep to myself enough   And the things bottled inside have finally begun   To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up and   I heard the reverberating footsteps   Synching up to the beating of my heart   And I was positive that unless   I got myself together   I would watch me fall apart      And I can't let that happen again   'Cause then you'll see my heart   In the saddest state it's ever been   This is no place to try and live my life      Stop right there   That's exactly where I lost it   See that line   I never should have crossed it   Stop right there   I never should have said that   It's the very moment that I   Wish that I could take back      Stop right there   That's exactly where I lost it   See that line   Well I never should have crossed it   Stop right there   Well I never should have said that   It's the very moment that I   Wish that I could take back      I'm sorry for the person I became   I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change   I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again   'Cause who I am hates who I've been   Who I am hates who I've been      Who I am hates who I've been   And who I am will take the second chance you gave me   Who I am hates who I've been   'Cause who I've been only ever made me      So sorry for the person I became (so sorry for)   So sorry that it took so long for me to change (so sorry that)   I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again (I'm ready to)   'Cause who I am hates who I've been   Who I am hates who I've been