I live in the past   I can't move on beyond the pain   I feel no release   I want to find my peace of mind      [Coro]   My fear, my fear (come on come on)   it's holding me stillborn   My fear, my fear (come on come on)   I'll never feel again   don't fear      You stole the innocence   From a child to be no more   Blinded by the silence   Afraid to ever speak a word      [Coro]      Thinking of the   times of my demise and   I wish it wasn't me the victimized   and I dont know really can't see    how I really couldnt kill the motherfucker fuck who violated me      [Coro]