What is life?   Life is like a big obstacle   put in front of your optical to slow you down   And everytime you think you gotten past it   it's gonna come back around and tackle you to the damn ground   What are friends?   Friends are people that you think are your friends   But they really your enemies, with secret indentities   and disguises, to hide they true colors   So just when you think you close enough to be brothers   they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin   What is money?   Money is what makes a man act funny   Money is the root of all evil   Money'll make them same friends come back around   swearing that they was always down   What is life?   I'm tired of life   I'm tired of backstabbing ass snakes with friendly grins   I'm tired of committing so many sins   Tired of always giving in when this bottle of Henny wins   Tired of never having any ends   Tired of having skinny friends hooked on crack and mini-thins   I'm tired of this DJ playing YOUR shit when he spins   Tired of not having a deal   Tired of having to deal with the bullshit without grabbing the steel   Tired of drowning in my sorrow   Tired of having to borrow a dollar for gas to start my Monte Carlo   I'm tired of motherfuckers spraying shit and dartin off   I'm tired of jobs startin off at five fifty an hour   then this boss wanders why I'm smartin off   I'm tired of being fired everytime I fart and cough   Tired of having to work as a gas station clerk   for this jerk breathing down my neck driving me bezerk   I'm tired of using plastic silverware   Tired of working in Building Square   Tired of not being a millionaire      But if I had a million dollars   I'd buy a damn brewery, and turn the planet into alcoholics   If I had a magic wand, I'd make the world suck my dick   without a condom on, while I'm on the john   If I had a million bucks   it wouldn't be enough, because I'd still be out   robbing armored trucks   If I had one wish   I would ask for a big enough ass for the whole world to kiss      I'm tired of being white trash, broke and always poor   Tired of taking pop bottles back to the party store   I'm tired of not having a phone   Tired of not having a home to have one in if I did have it on   Tired of not driving a BM   Tired of not working at GM, tired of wanting to be him   Tired of not sleeping without a Tylenol PM   Tired of not performing in a packed coliseum   Tired of not being on tour   Tired of fucking the same blonde whore after work   in the back of a Contour   I'm tired of faking knots with a stack of ones   Having a lack of funds and resorting back to guns   Tired of being stared at   I'm tired of wearing the same damn Nike Air hat   Tired of stepping in clubs wearing the same pair of Lugz   Tired of people saying they're tired of hearing me rap about drugs   Tired of other rappers who ain't bringin half the skill as me   saying they wasn't feeling me on "Nobody's As Ill As Me"   I'm tired of radio stations telling fibs   Tired of J-L-B saying "Where Hip-Hop Lives"      But if I had a million dollars   I'd buy a damn brewery, and turn the planet into alcoholics   If I had a magic wand, I'd make the world suck my dick   without a condom on, while I'm on the john   If I had a million bucks   it wouldn't be enough, because I'd still be out   robbing armored trucks   If I had one wish   I would ask for a big enough ass for the whole world to kiss      You know what I'm saying?   I'm tired of all of this bullshit   Telling me to be positive   How'm I 'sposed to be positive when I don't see shit positive?   Know what I'm sayin?   I rap about shit around me, shit I see   Know what I'm sayin? Right now I'm tired of everything   Tired of all this player hating that's going on in my own city   Can't get no airplay, you know what I'm sayin?   But ey, it's cool though, you know what I'm sayin?   Just fed up   That's my word