Yeah   It's my life   My own words I guess      Have you ever loved someone so much   You'd give an arm for   Not the expression, no   Literally give an arm for   When they know they're your heart   And you know you are their armor   And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her   But what happens when karma   Turns right around and bites you   And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you   What happens when you become the main source of her pain   "Daddy look what I made"   "Dad's gotta go catch a plane"   "Daddy where's mommy?   I can't find mommy, where is she?"   "I don't know, go play, Hailie baby, your daddy's busy   Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gon write itself"   I give you one underdog, and you gotta swing by yourself   Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her   And put hands on her mother who's the spittin image of her   That's Slim Shady, yeah baby Slim Shady's crazy   Shady made me   But tonight, Shady's rock-a-bye baby      [Chorus]   And when I'm gone   Just carry on   Don't mourn, rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice   Just know that   I'm lookin down on you smilin   And I didn't feel a thing   So baby, don't feel no pain   Just smile back      I keep havin this dream   I'm pushin Hailie on a swing   She keeps screamin   She don't want me to sing   "You're makin mommy cry   Why, why is mommy cryin"   "Baby, daddy ain't leavin no more"   "Daddy you're lyin   You always say that   You always say this is the last time   But you ain't leavin no more daddy, you're mine"   She's pilin boxes in front of the door tryin to block it   "Daddy please, daddy, don't leave, daddy, no, stop it"   Goes in her pocket   Pulls out a tiny necklace locket   It's got a picture   "This will keep you safe daddy, take it with ya"   I look up, it's just me standin in the mirror   These fuckin walls must be talkin, cause man I can hear em   They're sayin, "you got one more chance to do right   And it's tonight   Now go out and show em that you love em 'fore its too late"   And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door   It turns to a stage, they're gone   And the spotlight is on and I'm singin      [Chorus]   And when I'm gone   Just carry on   Don't mourn, rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice   Just know that   I'm lookin down on you smilin   And I didn't feel a thing   So baby, don't feel no pain   Just smile back      Sixty thousand people all jumpin out their seat   The curtain closes, they're throwin roses at my feet   I take a bow, and thank you all for comin out   They're screamin so loud, I take one last look at the crowd   I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seein   "Daddy, its me, help mommy, her wrists are bleedin"   But baby we're in Sweden   How did you get to Sweden?   "I followed you daddy   You told me that you weren't leavin   You lied to me dad   And now you made mommy sad   And I bought you this coin, it says number one dad   That's all I wanted   I just want to give you this coin"   "I get this point"   "Fine, me and mommy are goin"   "But baby wait-"   "It's too late dad, you made your choice   Now go out there and show em that you love em more than us   That's what they want   They want you, Marshall   They keep screamin your name   It's no wonder you can't go to sleep   Just take another pill   Yeah I bet you you will!   You rap about   Yeah word, kid keep it real"   I hear a pause   All this time I couldn't see   How could it be   That the curtain is closin on me   I turn around, find a gun on the ground   Cock it, put it to my brain   Scream Die Shady!, and pop it   The sky darkens   My life flashes   The plane that I was supposed to be on crashes   And burns to ashes   That's when I wake up   Alarm clock's ringing   There's birds singin   It's spring and   Hailie's outside swingin   I walk right up to Kim and kiss her   Tell her I miss her   Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister   Almost as if to say..      [Chorus]   And when I'm gone   Just carry on   Don't mourn, rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice   Just know that   I'm lookin down on you smilin   And I didn't feel a thing   So baby, don't feel no pain   Just smile back