closet master reveal yourself  clenching the truth in your throat  choking on an abundance of lies  i've broken it down one more time  i stand and observe  the puppets preach  if i could cut the knotted strings  instead i have to grit my teeth  no control... what might have i done  put your mind in my hands  i'll break it down another time  leaving this hate aside  tie me up and tie me down  tell me a secret, i'll tell you a lie  rise to your behalf of the blame  stand-up to tell me  what is right or wrong  contradict this friendship  we once had  play the deceiver while you preach  pleasure me... pleasure my head...  wishing you dead  backstabbing... to gain a higher standard  mistrust... distrust...  a higher ground... a higher you  well fuck that...  a channel of degradation  through this misunderstood  form of communication  seduction of the mind...  climbing walls like hordes of rats  our plagued feelings of undying lust  speak... lips sealed...  stolen... secret... your eyes they lie...  can't hold... it in...  your mouth speaks fuck...  hope you... choke  boiling point of my brain...  driving my inner insane  sink the quest... stolen identity  worst time... last time  surrounded br betrayal  a plea for forgiveness  ramblings of a mad idea  intake the abuse  tolerance... the system  an excuse for this release  lost time... explore the just cause  a broken verse of points  a key to lock the stride  to be deceived again  apologies unnacceptable...  through discourse  taping the mouth shut...  during intercourse  i lust your sweet distrust...  crawling through your shit  keeping your mouth shut  you couldn't conceive it  lost this game of yours  it made you deceive me  lies being spoken... untrue  are you afraid to see me  stand your ground... a loss  standing in this room alone  blank spaces on peoples faces  question marks in my mind  wished years of agony on myself  heal... this... self-blame  equal sides confused  this... the thread that intertwines  soul... the mind of selfishness  lost... all these hungry mouths  transmissions from tempest  bite... the nonsense comes out  my... rumors that one lives  tongue... speak the goddamn truth  cinema of fury  a promise of lies must be left  to make good for yourself  boiling point pressures inside...  twisting my secrets into lies